Back to Work

I surprised myself by not crying.  Tonight was the first night I have not shared a bed with my 10 month old daughter.  Although I left her in the best of care with my sister and mother sharing duties, I couldn't help but feel an overwhelming sense of guilt.  I'm back at work and as soon as my flight landed I was on the phone with my sister wanting to know if she was okay.  My husband, being the sweetheart he is, called to check on her before calling to leave me a message.  He assured me that we will get through this and that I will eventually get my routine back.